IT never happened the way I wanted it to....
"Years down the line when I no more have the time to listen to the falling raindrops..when I no longer feel the warmth of the blanket, when I don’t have to go to college ..no canteens, no adda, no cups of coffee on the terrace, no coffeehouse no foodstation visits.........When tired of the ‘office’ life I look out for something-- only to get a vacuum . I know it will still be there..that face, that image, that smile, that caress...
it might touch me lightly even, but it will....
It will still listen to me when I have lost the energy to talk..
It will remind me of those cozy...warm... silky nights..
of the smile that was there in broad day light..
of the hand that touched me..
of the heart that loved me.
... and I will be happy again!! I will be his girl again. I will forget everything and sleep again!"
It is not there in my life anymore.... It stands far away from me..mocks me.. and challenges me that if I go after it I will prove myself a weakling...
It is not there in my life anymore.... will never be there...
... and I will never be happy again!! I will never be his girl again. I will forget everything but never sleep again !!!
