Don't..!!!

Don’t care so much for me,
I may get used to it.
Don't come so near to me,
I may not be able to detach from it.
Don't put so much faith in me,
I may not be able to handle it.
Don't touch me the way u do,
I may not be able to get over it.
Don't become a part of my life,
Coz without u, I won't be able to live it.
Don't make me fall for u,
I may not be able to fall out of it.
Don't come into my life,
If u have to leave one day.
Don't give me the hope,
That it's forever u r gonna stay.
Coz love is an emotion
I won't be able to hide,
When love isn't reciprocated with love,
It hurts deep down inside.
Don't start something
That I won't be able to end.
Don't make me believe
That u can be more than a friend.
Coz at the end of it all,
I don't wanna hear u say,
That," I'm sorry,"
" but I never felt the same way!"

AfterGlow.. !!!

Here I am,
lost in the light of the moon
that comes through my window
Bathed in blue, the walls of my memory divide the thorns from the roses
It's you and the roses

Touch me and I will follow
in your afterglow
Heal me from all this sorrow
As I let you go
I will find my way when I see your eyes
Now I'm living in your afterglow

Here I am, lost in the ashes of time,
but who wants tomorrow?
In between the longing to hold you again
I'm caught in your shadow,
I'm losing control
My mind drifts away, we only have today

Touch me and I will follow
in your afterglow
Heal me from all this sorrow
As I let you go
I will find my way
I will sacrifice
'til the blinding day
when I see your eyes
Now I'm living in your afterglow

When the faith has gone
as I let you go,
as I let you go

Touch me and I will follow
in your afterglow
Heal me from all this sorrow
As I let you go
I will find my way,
I will sacrifice
Now I'm living
in your afterglow

Bathed in blue,
the walls of my memory divide
the thorns from the roses
It's you who is closest

One last time..!!

Its been months.. and it seems to be like ages since I have stopped communicating (with It…). I no longer let It come near my premises.. Its as if there is a glass door between us… A crystal clear transparent one… so that there is an unbreakable barrier yet one that we cant see… and somewhere the urge to cross or break that barrier to go beyond has died down… Nothing is indispensable in life.. Neither had It been.. I am still the happy go lucky self.. Life is still as good as ever…


I have more or less bid goodbyes to everything that could have affected me by now.. just a few scattered remenants here and there left…
I still have to do the one final thing .. which I had forgotten totally.. It … I still have to part with It finally… Maybe that was what was bothering me inside.. the peeping face… tormenting at times…

So I chose today to do the honors… A farewell song for It … To reiterate that though you will never be with me again.. yet I will never forget you… and however far we may be.. you will always have the same effect as you had on the first day.. as fresh like the morning bloom… as prominent as the clear night sky…

Today for the rest of the night .. I will listen to this farewell song…. And gradually .. slowly.. will let It fade out of my life…. Fade into oblivion… It has been very faithful all the while.. being with me through the ups and downs.. but now am no more authorized to hold It back.. Have to let it go.. so that it doesn’t suffocate with me.. so that it can breathe in fresh air.. and remain alive… forever.. to spread its fragrance everywhere and touch the lives of all those who pass by…

Good bye.. My farewell song for you…

Door jo aaj hain , yaad ate to hain
khwab adhure sahi , khwab saharey to hain

aaj bhi meri rahein rokti hain
yadein teri daman kheenchti hain
bhool chuke hain jo humein
yaad ate to hain…

sadiyon ke fasle aaj hain darmiyan
ho jai mager jitni bhi dooriyan

aap jahan bhi rahain , aap humarey to hain
khwab adhure sahi , khwab saharey to hain

jane phir kab milain tere mere rastein
aas tute nahi yaad itna rahe ……

raat dhalni to hai
aane ujalay to hai..!!
(Junoon)

As the night proceeds... let me kiss it goodbye for one last time..!!

Unbreak My Heart..!!!

Don´t leave me in all this pain
don´t leave me out in the rain
come back and bring back my smile
come and take these tears away
I need your arms
to hold me now
the nights are so unkind
bring back those nights
when I held you besid me

Unbreak my heart
say you love me again
undo this hurt you caused
when you walked out the door
and walked outta my life
uncry these tears
I cried so many nights
unbreak my heart (my heart)

Take back te sad word good bye
bring me the joy to my life
Don´t leave me here with these tears
come and kiss this pain away

I can´t forget the day you left
time is so unkind
and life is so cruel
without you beside me

Unbreak my heart
say you´ll love me again
undo this hurt you caused
when you walked out the door
and walked outta my life
Uncry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un break my heart

Don´t leave me in all this pain
don´t leave out in the rain
bring back the nights
when I held you beside me

Unbreak my heart
say you love me again
undo this hurt you caused
when you walked out the door
and walked outta my life
uncry these tears
I cried so many milions nights
un break my

Unbreak my heart Oh Baby
come back and say you love me
unbreak my heart sweet sarling
without you I just can´t go on

Chorus: Say you love me, say you love me