Its been months.. and it seems to be like ages since I have stopped communicating (with It…). I no longer let It come near my premises.. Its as if there is a glass door between us… A crystal clear transparent one… so that there is an unbreakable barrier yet one that we cant see… and somewhere the urge to cross or break that barrier to go beyond has died down… Nothing is indispensable in life.. Neither had It been.. I am still the happy go lucky self.. Life is still as good as ever…
I have more or less bid goodbyes to everything that could have affected me by now.. just a few scattered remenants here and there left…
I still have to do the one final thing .. which I had forgotten totally.. It … I still have to part with It finally… Maybe that was what was bothering me inside.. the peeping face… tormenting at times…
So I chose today to do the honors… A farewell song for It … To reiterate that though you will never be with me again.. yet I will never forget you… and however far we may be.. you will always have the same effect as you had on the first day.. as fresh like the morning bloom… as prominent as the clear night sky…
Today for the rest of the night .. I will listen to this farewell song…. And gradually .. slowly.. will let It fade out of my life…. Fade into oblivion… It has been very faithful all the while.. being with me through the ups and downs.. but now am no more authorized to hold It back.. Have to let it go.. so that it doesn’t suffocate with me.. so that it can breathe in fresh air.. and remain alive… forever.. to spread its fragrance everywhere and touch the lives of all those who pass by…
Good bye.. My farewell song for you…
Door jo aaj hain , yaad ate to hain
khwab adhure sahi , khwab saharey to hain
aaj bhi meri rahein rokti hain
yadein teri daman kheenchti hain
bhool chuke hain jo humein
yaad ate to hain…
sadiyon ke fasle aaj hain darmiyan
ho jai mager jitni bhi dooriyan
aap jahan bhi rahain , aap humarey to hain
khwab adhure sahi , khwab saharey to hain
jane phir kab milain tere mere rastein
aas tute nahi yaad itna rahe ……
raat dhalni to hai
aane ujalay to hai..!!
(Junoon)
As the night proceeds... let me kiss it goodbye for one last time..!!
