another gift of love... !

Today hadn’t been the best of my days....... for some reason unknown I wasn’t up to the mood. It seemed as if everything was irritating me and nothing seemed to go right.
Things like this often happen to me... for some reason somewhere... things start bothering me and I cant even find a clue to its root cause.
Today had been a similar day... things didn’t seemed to be on track anymore... and I couldn’t understand why!! From my childhood I have had this habit of talking to God or maybe some person who in my illusions has control over all the things. Today I had been talking to him again... why things are happening the way they are? Why cant things go the way we desire.. and if they cant go that way why do we desire them to be... in short why is life not easy...? why are we always in a fix? What to do what not to..........?

Then I came across this article of mountain wings. Read it twice... it goes as:

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MountainWings A MountainWings Moment
#3028 Wings Over The Mountains of Life
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Baking A Cake
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A little boy is telling his Grandma how "everything" is going
wrong: school, family problems, severe health problems, etc.

Meanwhile, Grandma is baking a cake.
She asks her grandson if he would like a snack, which of course,
he does.
"Here, have some cooking oil."
"Yuck" says the boy.

"How about a couple of raw eggs?"
"Gross, Grandma!"

"Would you like some flour then? Or maybe baking soda?"
"Grandma, those are all yucky!"

To which Grandma replies: "Yes, all those things seem bad all by
themselves. But when they are put together in the right way,
they make a wonderfully delicious cake!

God works the same way.

Many times we wonder why He would let us go through such bad and
difficult times. But God knows that when He puts these things
all in His order, they always work for good!

We just have to trust Him and eventually they will all make
something wonderful!"

God is Crazy About You.
He sends you flowers every spring and a sunrise every morning.
Whenever you want to talk, He'll listen. He can live anywhere
in the universe, and He chose your heart

Cant say whether the tensions have been erased or not since I don’t exactly know what was bothering me... but yes... I feel better now... more at peace...
This is a phase, it will pass soon. If things work out according to my wishes... good! If don’t then even better as I know god’s wish is there.
Tomorrow is not far away... and its gonna be a bright one too. Another dawn... another day for me to win, another day to love, another day to live...