Sorry...!

Why do I always hurt you always?? maybe that’s the only thing I have ever done to you. I really feel that I am taking you for a ride. I don’t deserve you dear. If possible forgive me, but I am totally tired of the entire situation. You were right about me. Everyday I prove that to myself how true you were about me. Some day I want to prove myself how wrong I was to leave you...but by then it would be too late, and everything will be shattered!! That’s what I want!! But what to about this guilt...cant live with this guilt lifelong!!! how i wish this world to end right now!! I am tired of it... sorry dear... couldn’t keep up to my word!! you were right!